Hello! It’s the last day of February, so as usual…I’m here. Actually I don’t have too much to share or update, but well, gotta keep this routine go on, no?
Last time I said I moved to a new room, right? Gosh, I can’t be happier. This new room has better lighting and ventilation, so it’s bright during the day and I especially love it when the breeze comes in through the open windows. It feels so “fresh.” My previous bedroom is too damp, and it’s “dark” too. I often needed to turn on the lights even during the days. I hated it. Somehow I find it gloomy. And I find such rooms depressing. So I’m truly happy to finally move to a better room. And what’s more is, I get to upgrade my furniture including bedsheet et al. with a better one. All with my own money. In a way, I take it as a victory. I should’ve moved much sooner or earlier… But again, it’s better late than never^^ I’m just happy now. Well, I know it’s not something to brag about, and surely there are better rooms with more expensive or luxurious items, more comfortable, spacious, etc. But hey, it’ll never end if we keep comparing to others. I’m just pleased with what I’ve got because, frankly, this is the best set-up I’ve ever got or made in my entire existence in this life… – at least up to this point, who knows it’ll get better again later^^ Let’s stay hopeful 🙂
What else? Yeah, books. I remember mentioning how I hoped to finish at least two books in February ’cause I couldn’t finish one in January, but, well, surely it wasn’t achieved. LoL Not something to be proud of, but I totally forgot that it’s Ramadan! It’s fasting month. Of course, I’d rather read the Qur’an 😌 I don’t even watch dramas that much now. Maybe just trying to use this holy month to recharge and rebuild healthier routines? Not sure if that’s the case but this month the theme is truly “work, rest, and pray.” So that’s what I did (and still do). But hey, working and resting are part of praying too, so… 😌🙏✌🏻
But, well, I know what book to read after I finish that In a Holidaze book. I bought a new book, an Indonesian one. Knew if from social media, some people say it’s good and I was swayed, so I got it. Will let you know what it is and how it is when I’m done reading later.
Anyhow, some of you probably wonder why I don’t read Qur’an as much as I do in Ramadan? Well, to be honest, that’s because I was taught that when we read Qur’an we should be respectful. Cover ourselves, have wudhu, sit properly, etc. Things that don’t really matter when reading other books. I mean, with other books, I can read while lying on bed, or lying face down on my stomach, or even while eating, no need to cover properly, no need to have wudhu, n such. With Qur’an, I can’t do that. It’s God’s own words, as a Muslim, I feel obligated to respect them. And actually it’s not a bad thing too, ’cause it builds our disciplines and manner too, no? But as a human sometimes I’m too lazy to be “proper.” It’s such a hassle in a way. But Ramadan is different, there are a lot of bonuses even for reading Qur’an. I guess I’m not really a good Muslim because I care for all these rewards when in spirit, I believe we should or should not do things not because we want rewards or are afraid of punishments, it should be because we love God. That’s what I believe. But also, God is merciful and understanding, so I’m sure He’ll understand and forgive me. Sorry God for taking advantage of your magnanimity 🙏🤲🏻🙏🏻
Then, my garden. I’m just happy that my veggies and my flowers are blossoming. They’re so beautiful^^ But honestly, I don’t know what else to write about it. LoL I guess I’m just thankful that I can have this hobby and that’s actually rewarding. In a way, perhaps it’s a luxury too…
Anyhow, I guess that’s the update for February. Perhaps this is the shortest I’ve ever posted? Not sure, but well, life is still going on, and I’m thankful. The world is a mess, my govt is even more. Recently there is that same issue about how scholarship recipients should contribute, return vs stay abroad, etc. Well, same old thing. People simply love to witch-hunt individuals without addressing the root-cause, the one who’s actually accountable: the govt. Am I a bad awardee for saying this, though? But it’s scholarship, not bribery. I need to tell it as it is. You can’t shut me just because you’ve given me the scholarship. I side with the people, not with the incompetent and corrupt govt. Gosh, how I hope all these disasters will end.
Alright, let’s end it here before I can’t stop myself for complaining more. Happy Ramadan. Ramadan Mubarak. Hope we all stay blessed and become a better person. Hope all of our good deeds are accepted and make us a truly better person. Amiin.
