Hola, it’s the last day of June, and I had no idea what to post but I just have to post something. LoL So allow me, write a little something, perhaps the shortest I’ve ever written here.
Actually, I planned to write something about June being my birthday month, but then I don’t know what to write because, truly, I have never really celebrated my birthday. And as I’m getting older, maybe I don’t really like being reminded that I am getting old(er), especially without getting any wiser or better
So yeah, nothing much happened, which is good because it means nothing worse happened. But it made me truly grateful to my younger self for working hard, being ambitious and obsessed, really paving the way to where I am now. It’s not exactly what people can look up to, but man, I’m so thankful for all little “luxuries” I can afford: the relaxation – not much pressure or workload, growing my veggies and flowers, re-arranging my garden, buying food for my cats, paying bills for my family, grocery shopping for them, etc. all the while lazing around watching all those nonsensical dramas and anime. Yep, that’s luxury for me. Sorry if I sound bragging, and if you don’t like it, let’s just I’m just trying to convince myself that I am happy – if that’s not convincing enough for you. I said I was grateful to my younger self because, gosh, now I am so tired; I simply don’t have the energy to do all that, so I’m content with being a nobody so long I don’t become a burden to anyone. And I know I wouldn’t be able to afford this doing-nothing thingy if my younger self had not worked hard.
What else? Ugh, actually I’m a bit upset ’cause I found that one of my blog posts here disappeared. When I tried to re-read the post, it was just gone, the page said it’s not found. So weird. I’m not a tech savvy girl, so I asked my friend, and he said that someone was actually trying to hack my account, and I was like, “Why? My blog does not generate any money, so why go to the trouble to hack it?” I’m upset because it’s one of my drama recommendation posts, and I wanted to re-watch some of them but now the links are gone because the post is gone. What a bummer.
Birthday gifts: well, I think I’ve been spoiling myself throughout the year, though, so I don’t need anything specific exactly on my birthday. I mean, I did go to China earlier this year, that’s early birthday gift for myself. I also applied to take JLPT test next month, that’s another birthday gift for myself. I might travel again later – hopefully, still saving^^
Oh, recently I love trying new perfumes. I started with the “decants.” But because most of them are not actually from the official stores, I’m not sure if they’re original or not. But I really want to really love the scent before deciding to buy the bigger bottle, right? I don’t want to spend a lot and end up not liking the scent. I tried some that people hyped up, but I found some of them not to my liking. So yeah, I don’t need people to like the scent, I need to love the scent because I’m the one who’ll sniff and smell the fragrance. Especially after night/evening bath and before sleep. Pure bliss^^ And gosh, actually I’m in pursuit of perfumes that smell cool, fresh, sweet, and of course long lasting. Actually, I was shocked to find that some perfumes could be so expensive, a perfume above 1 million rupiahs? Wow, how long would it last? I wonder. [I wonder if I would buy it even if I was rich enough or had the money, because, I might feel guilty for that…]
Anyway, I don’t know what else to write so, well, I guess I just wanted to officially record that I am now getting another year older. Happy birth month to me 😉
